I realised with great clarity last night the fact that I hardly practise what I preach. And it left me with a rather empty feeling, because I seem hypocritical even to myself. And I also noted this intense desire not to ever admit defeat, even as I try to impress upon others the "logic" of my points.
This morning my mother was talking to me and even as I gave my two cents worth I felt as though much of what I said was head knowledge, not something I truly knew by heart. My life seems pretty skewed to me.
Maybe my love has been too critical and harsh. And I think its become mixed up with my desire to be right all the time.
Anyway, Tedric's going off to the army today. Seeing him off later!
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